A new beginning

Hey guys. It's been a really long time since I blogged for you. So I figured I would start fresh, seeing as lots of things have changed. First of all, I'm eating over 1000 calories a day now, and I don't feel fat. Maybe it's because I lost a lot of weight, but I'm scared to lose any more. Secondly, it's summer vacation. That means I won't be blogging about school for a while.  Except for some summer reading for English, I have nothing to do. So that's good.  My grandparents from ny have arrived, and tonight I'm staying with them in a hotel. It's a nice hotel, they make sure of that. I also woke up today and realized that the guy I've been depressed over for the longest time has a girlfriend that he wont breakup with for a while. And even when I got skinny, he still didn't notice me.  He can also be a douche at times, and no one wants that. I'm just glad were friends. But there is one guy I'm a little interested in. He is sooooo beautiful. He has blond hair and brown eyes and is funny as hell. The only problem is, I barely know him. Oh well. He has my number and he knows how to find me. Well, I have to go now. Haha bye bitches.